1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
The 1st one! Because i get pretty shy and awkward sometimes :/
Especially if my feelings are very personal or if its regarding some sensitive issue.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
REALLY angry huh? At the sports carnival basketball match. When this dumb guy kept falling down when i just lightly pushed him, canoe girls who bumped you around and sprained my finger ):.. and Ivan's twin Ian Ang.

3. You are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. you have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?:
I'll call my mum and say goodbye and to tell her that i love her. Oh then i'll ask her to tell all my friends (elo and trini will do, they can spread the message to all my close friends) and family, to give me a cool superman or epic funeral, and not to cremate me ): I think cremation is scary.

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:
I'll tell my close friends and family only. I'll go bungee jumping, get a tatoo on my ankle, QUIT SCHOOL, have an outrageous hairstyle, drink till i get really wasted, party party, reflect alot and write reflections down, Visit church to pray that i wouldnt fear death, settle affairs with family and friends and spend time just chilling with them.

5. You can have one of the following two things- Love or Trust. Which do you choose? Why?:
Trust. There is no true love without trust, i feel.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?:
Woahhhh i'm super scared of dogs ): But a life outwrites every other thing. If thats my boss's attitude i can't stay in this kind of company that has no leeway for long. Its sooner or later that i get fired anyway.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:
Geez, i really dont know. Either way it'll hurt us both bad.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:
'Are you drunk?!' But i wouldnt know what to do.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or why not?:
I wouldnt. An hour wouldnt change anything, would make it harder to get over it after that. I like how things are settled now, why have a glimpse of what you have lost all over again? I'm sorry, I do miss you alot though ):

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:
Yep. I really like the person i am.

11. Does love = sex?:
Partly, If we go by the defination that sex is making love.

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?
Last week.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:
That i love them.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:
Love in all its forms. I live to love and hopefully get some love back :D

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:
Oh. I told weilin i loved her today :P

18. Imagine- it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:
OMG AT FIRST I WAS LIKE ELIJAH CAUSE HE'S BIG and i'll just hide in his shadow.
I would wish elo was there to entertain me so that i wouldnt notice someone is walking outside my house ):
I wish trini was there too so we can freak out together, and i'll laugh at her cause she'll be more freaked out than me and this will relieve alot of the tension (:
Actually i wish all my close friends (cant name everyone right) would be there so i'll feel safe and protected :D (greedy, really)

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or why not?:
Definately if i knew how to. Its worth saving a life over anything.

21. You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:
This is a fucked up situation ): I'll jump down with both of them.
I can't live with the guilt. Is there any way i can save both? Nooo i can't kill my own grandma! And neither can i take an innocent life ):

22. Are you old fashioned?
In values yes.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?:
Yesterday.

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:
The first one.

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?:
I wish for a selfless and honest world that is full of love.
(you guys would be probably rolling your eyes, but yes.)

To the friends gang,

It was an great sleepover last night :D
Great food, games, company, forfeits in the lift and at random people's houses, horror movies, comedies, romantic movies, Exchanging presents, laughing at the pigs, toasting to the year to come.

tim was carolling in the lift *tis a season to be jolly, then we were going falalalala-lalalala and laughing. This woman thought we were gonna rape her or something, she crossed her arms across her boobs and walked out of the lift ): The other group was worse, some person asked tim whether he was crazy :/
Tim's gonna be vastly remembered in his block.

LOL. This morning we camwhored in kenny's phone when he was bathing and trini was being SNUGGLY. Seriously you can do anything to trini in her sleep and she wouldnt know.

Thanks Tim for organising! Thanks for letting trini and me have your bed while you slept on the cold hard floor, for running in and out of the kitchen getting drinks for us, for cooking yr empress chicken, kailan, soba and ordering a ham, for delivering your christmas card personally to my house, for your nice present :D I seriously like that sweater, its perfect size and everything :D I still suck at the guitar gripmaster you lent me.
To Trini for helping out with cooking, though i made your shepards pie bubble over and i'm really bad at cooking so everything is like the same to me, for letting me steal your bolster halfway through the night, for yr perlinsilver chain with a nice heart. i love you girlfriend :D (REALISED YOU WOULDNT BE READING THIS..)
Kenny for your nice CD. I'm listening to it now and its really nice! Especially the acoustic songs (: Honestly i had no idea what to get you either. Especially For spoiling Shutter for us so it wouldnt be that scary :D , and talking to me even though i was a first grade piggy :P We're anti-subway so its cool.
Nette for your nice long letter with reflective ink, and for giving me one of your nice cards. I really appreciate it. You're the first one to visit my house you know (: Cheers to looking out for each others butts! Though you keep teasing me and kenny -.- Not funny okayyy.
Mark Wow you're my secret santa! Thanks for your book,i should start reading lord of the rings, and the book should get me well started (: Swapping numbers in Remy's phone was fun though we got discovered -.-. Thanks for sharing your opera moment :D
To Ivan the most pervy guy of all. For your joint girls present of a calender with half naked guys. I can't believe im thanking you for it :/ For trying to bully me yesterday when i was a pig, and consistantly trying to get us to talk to you when you were one, it was great fun :D,i must say.

Wow that was a mouthful.

Piehouse chalet tomorrow (: