I keep repeating stuff over and over again in my head. It gives me a headache.

A Level Chinese results came out yesterday. I got a 'B' that is really unexpected, but thankful nevertheless.
I always thought that when God gives, he takes back something else.
Like how he gave me a flair for writing, but i just can't spell words properly. They twirl round my head and come out all wrong.
Things didn't go the way i wanted it to, i guess.
I'd much rather get a 'S' for chinese and have the other thing, rather than get a 'B' and not get the other thing.
Okay i know i'm stupid to be wishing to spoil my A level cert, but the other thing meant something much more to me. Something i gave my heart to.
Which i didn't get. Okay i should stop drowning your attention.

On another note, i went to trini's house to study today with tim!
Snowy is the nicest dog, thought i would be scared of him but nope :p.
Studied on and off from 10am-11pm, had some fun, then eeling called to talk about stuff.

Get over it
Get over it
Get over it

I can't deny its affecting me.

What's the use?