I feel crushed. The past few days have been the worst days of my life.
Just looking on, knowing that I cannot do anything to help. Knowing that nature will take its course. Because it's natural. because they have tried their best. because it's just part of life.
Everything feels so sterile, surgical and senseless.
In stark contrast to the environment, I am overwhelmed with emotion.
To be honest, even typing this is killing me.